During my time as a high school teacher, I often felt disappointed in my inability to build positive relationships with my students within an environment of emotional wellbeing. Other words that might have better described my classroom were tense, worried, or watched.
Overtime the pressure to maintain control and “good” discipline took a toll. I worried I spent more time monitoring behavior than teaching classroom curriculum. For many years I sought professional development. But even then, everyday continued to feel like an emotional struggle for both myself and my students.
After thinking I had tried everything, I realized there was one stone I had not turned. For so long I had studied education, teaching strategies, and critical pedagogies. But… what I realized much too late, was that I had never studied me.
This website offers materials and resources for white teachers who are ready to consider that when it comes to the challenge in building positive relationships with our students (and particularly students of color), we are the problem